Drama, Drama, Drama: My life the soap opera.

I am a terrible person.  At least sometimes I can be.  Last night I was talking with a man that I had dated earlier this year.  A man that I found out is married.  See, I told you that my life is a soap opera!  And it gets even worse, I found out by meeting her!  This man, was injured and the cut on his back got infected.  Now being the good girlfriend that I am, I found out what hospital he was in and went to visit, even though he said he did not want me to, and never told me what hospital he was admitted to.  Mind you, he was the one who pushed us to make it "official" and be in a relationship. 

Well, to make a long story short (too late), I went to visit him and 20 minutes after I get there, his wife shows up.  Yeah, that really happened.  He told me she was his roommate, and I did not actually find out until the doctor started calling her Mrs.  Hmm.  I can hear what you are thinking, how did I let this happen to myself?  Well he was with me so much, that I figured there was not way he could be seeing someone else.  He was with me almost every night of the week.  I had met his friends, and he had met mine.  We spent New Year's Eve together.  We went out on dates in his town as well as mine! 

Anyway, I talked with him (we shall name him Married man, or #3) yesterday.  I know, I know.  He is still on the list and has a number.  I hate to say it, but it is the best sex of my life!  That is hard to give up.  But alas, we talked last night and I saw him today.  I was doing so good too.  We had not seen each other in over a month, and had not really talked much either.  After I found out that he is married, we went through this big fight where I was not talking with him (which I should have just continued), but I have a soft spot and let people have entirely too many chances with me.  Ugh, sometimes I feel I need to stop that. 

So we met up about 2 weeks after I found out and talked.  That was not however, until after his friends rolled on him once they found out I knew he is married.  Oh his friends were hilarious.  Warning me against him, and telling him he will never be loyal to a woman.  I think they are right.  The only reason I see him now is to still have the best sex of my life, and to use him for all he is willing to give.  He wants to cook for me and take me places, I will take that!  He wants to fly me to Bermuda for a weekend, I will take that!  So he is still in the picture even though I know he is married.  I am not proud of that fact, but his wife, really should have known better.  She was the other woman in his last marriage. 

Yep, I said it, his last marriage.  He is on his third marriage and has since proposed to me.  He still tells me he loves me and wants to spend the rest of his life with me.  I wonder how many women he has said that to.  I am serious.  I really am curious as to that number.  So that is why I am sometimes a terrible person.  Mind you, I fell hard and fast for this guy, but I think that was because he actually treated me well.  I have never really been in a relationship were the guy really paid attention or wanted to take me out and give me gifts.  I have had some suck-tastic boyfriends, right? 

Wow have I digressed onto a tangent.  Not really that bad, but a little.  What I wanted to share was that the reason that I went there today, is that; one, I missed him (even though I should not), two, because I have not had good sex in a while, and three, because I am scared I am going to lose my job. 

This is the second part to my post today.  One of my co-workers and friends, we shall call her C, left the company I work for today.  She was suspended as of yesterday and we were told today that she no longer works for the company.  I am not sure if that means C quit, or if she was fired.  She and I were the only two people really holding that store together during the holiday season and afterwards.  I came back full time right before Christmas and she became full time after the new year.  We did not have a store manager from October until about 2 weeks ago.  Yeah, that also really happened.  A clothing retail store with no store manager during the holiday season.  I do not know how I survived with my brain intact. 

So now I am worried about my job.  I am about to move into a better and more expensive apartment and I am going on vacation August.  I cannot afford to lose my job right now.  Oh, and C still owes me $500.  I have a feeling I will never see that money again.  This stress is making me go grey before my time.  Thank God for hair dye.  I have never stolen from the company, and I did the best I could with what I was given.  I am still looking for a new job and have been for a while.  As I stated earlier, I am moving to a more expensive apartment, so therefore I def need more money... (Spaceballs II: the search for more money), but that is many people's songs.  Always need more money, because who really wants less, right?  Well, I hope you enjoyed this night's entertainment, and I hope that you had a better day than I day than I did!